Why do I set myself up for this over and over again?

I feel so stupid and completely used.

As a friend once said, if only they made lipstick and hair dye that gave women equality instead of making them sex objects.

After a good night's sleep, I'm going to take out my frustration and disappointment on a serious workout.

Not much else I can do except take care of myself, exercise and pray that Hashem gives me the clarity to decipher the message from this experience.